Taken from life. “My husband betrayed me with a nanny”: he said that after giving birth I lost attractiveness

I was finished. < img src = "https://zycie.news/crrops/2bb736/620x0/1/0/2025/03/16/lzto8bunee7nlyavataqqzyxxotuh8NGWJXPydfag.jpg" alt = "mother and child @pexels" styles = "background-color: rgba (152,134,116.0.53)" > < p > for months my life was around the little son. Sleepless nights, crying, diapers, feeding & hellip;

< p > I didn't have time for myself. I did not remember when I last looked in the mirror longer than for a few seconds.

< p > but I thought that my husband M & Amp; < p > I was wrong.

~ 60 > We hired a nanny when the little one had p & ło in the year.

< p > I couldn't do it anymore, and he repeated that we need help.

< p > She was young, smiling, always perfectly combed and fragrant. < p > I ? < p > forever tired, in a pull -out T -shirt, with hair associated with a careless blanket. < p > but it was normal, truth ?

< p > I was a mother, not a model.

The truth came to me in the worst possible way & b.

< p > I heard them.

< p > in the next room.

< p > whispered. < p > laughed.

< P >My heart froze.

< p > I don't know how long I stood there.

< p > I don't know how I found strength to finally enter and look into his eyes.

< p > — What are you doing ?

< p > froze

< p > nanny moved away.

< p > but he didn't look embarrassed.

< p > did not look guilty.

< p > only sighed.

< p > — We had to finally talk about it.

< p > — About what ?!

< p > — About the fact that & Hellip; After delivery & Hellip; you changed. < p > — I changed ?! < p > — You are no longer as it used to be. You don't take care of yourself. You no longer look like a woman, but like a mother.

< p > His words torn me into pieces.

< p > did he know how many night I spent hugging our child when he cried ?

< p > Did he see how desperately PR & oacute; I was to reconcile everything & ndash; house, motherhood, remnants of old life ?

< p > Did he really think I stopped taking care of myself because I didn't care ?

< p > no.

< p > He just didn't want to see it.

< p > he preferred a young girl who had a stretch “oacute; w, she was not tired, she didn't smell of baby milk. ~ 60 > < p > preferred someone who did not remind him that being a father was more than pride and fun.

< p > I looked at him.

< p > for a man who loved & I loved.

< p > for my child's father.

< p > and I knew one.

< p > It was the end. < p > not only our marriage. < p > not only this conversation.

< p > It was the end of me and him.

< p > because maybe I was not attractive to him anymore.

< p > but he was never a man for me again.