Taken from life. “After 30 years of marriage, he told me that he wasted his life with me”

I looked at him in a long time, unable to believe what I just heard. < img src = "https://zycie.news/crrops/2ad6b8/620x0/1/0/2024/12/25/wrlntmrmwaxvxvdgrrpn7lvw5zfjupfktp8oflu.jpg" alt = "older pair @pexels" styles = "background-color: rgba (102,87,70.0.53)" > < p > We sat at the table, the same with which we ate thousands of oacute; We talked about children, we talked about children with oacute; < p > and now end.

< p > — Co & Hellip; what did you say ? — I whispered, feeling my throat squeezed with emotions.

< p > He didn't look at me. He was stuck in a cup with cold coffee.

< p > — That I wasted my life — repetition & oacute; quietly.

< p > I spent 30 years with him.

< p > three decades, in which I was always with him. In good and bad times. In the disease, in difficult times, when there was a shortage of money, when we were building a house when our children were born.

< p > I devoted youth to him. < p > I devoted my plans, dreams, life. < p > and now ?

< p > Now he was sitting in front of me and m & oacute; he had regrets every minute.

< p > — It was all a mistake — He added, as if he was hammering me straight into my heart. & Amp; MDASH; I wanted something more.

< p > — What more ~ ​​63 ~ — I asked, although I felt that I did not want to know the answer.

< p >Podni & oacute; sight on me.

< p > — Other life. Another woman.

< p > I felt weak.

< p > — So that's what & mdash; I whispered.

< p > fell in love.

< p > found someone new. Someone who reminded him of what it is like to be free, desirable, young.

< p > — Sorry — added quietly.

< p > — You apologize ? after thirty years ?!

< p > I felt how anger rises in me

< p > I was always with him.

< p > I was when he was sick and I was driving him to doctors.

< p > I was when he lost his job and I took over my duties to keep my family.

< p > I was when his mother died, when he cried in my arms, m & oacute; that only I understand him. < p > and now he didn't want me. < p > now m & oacute; he was missing life.

< p > that I was a mistake.

< p > I don't know how long I was sitting in silence.

< p > I got up slowly, feeling that my whole body trembles.

< p > — You know what ? — I said softly. & Amp; MDASH; If you feel like that & Hellip; I will not stop you.

< p > looked at me surprised. < p > — You will not ?

< p > — No.

< p > I was tired. You don't beg someone who doesn't want you. < p > I did not cry.

< p > I didn't shout.

< p > I opened the door and looked at it for the last time. < p > — Go to her — I said. & Amp; MDASH; But remember that it wasn't me that I wasted your life. You wasted mine. < p > and closed the door. < p > I didn't know what would happen next. < p > but I knew one. < p > I will no longer fight for someone who has never fought for me.