I opened my eyes when I heard my daughter's crying. < img src = "https://zycie.news/crrops/bfe372/620x0/1/0/2024/11/23/wzqwqof4vkjpookcjhqp7imimx2r5xvwnjkag13a.jpg" alt = "old lady @pexels" styles = "background-color: rgba (175,176,169.1)" > < p > I barely got up from the & oacute; but I knew that before I could get to her room, she would be there.
< p > and indeed.
< p > When I opened the door, I saw my mother -in -law, which & oacute; already held my C & Amp; Oacute; Rka in her arms, swaying it gently. < p > — Ciii, tiny, my mother doesn't know how to calm you down. Grandma is here. < p > I clenched my fists. < p > It wasn't the first time. < p > but each time it hurt the same.< p > When I was married to Adam, I knew he had a strong bond with my mother.
< p > but I did not know that it was a bond that could not be interrupted.< p > — It's just mama — He repeated when M & Amp; Oacute; I said that too often came to us.
< p > — I want us & oacute; c.< p > — Does nothing wrong.
< p > but she did.
< p > and she took me more every month.< p > still started during pregnancy.
< p > — You shouldn't eat so much, the child will be too big.
< p > — You have to give birth naturally, the emperor is comfortable.< p > — I know better what is good for you.
< p > Adam never objected to her.< p > A I ?
< p > pr & oacute; I was patient. < P >Pr & oacute; < p > but after delivery she crossed the border that I could not ignore.When I was from the hospital, I already lived with us.
< p > — It will help you in the first weeks & AMP; MDASH; Adam said, and I understood that no one asked me about my opinion.
< p > on the first day she took over the child.
< p > the second took the decisions.
< p > — Do not feed so often. < p > — Change milk. < p > — See how you hold her! You probably don't know how to deal with children.< p > and I felt smaller.
< p > less and less needed.< p > — Adam, she behaves as if she was her child! & Amp; MDASH; I threw away kt & oacute; in anger.
< p > — You exaggerate. Mom wants well.
< p > — And I ?
< P >& Amp; MDASH; What do you mean ?
< p > I felt the wall between us, which I was unable to demolish.
< p > because there were three of us in this house.
< p > I, M & oacute; Jer and his mother.
< p > and only I was unnecessary here.< p > One night I heard how m & oacute; to my c & oacute; rki:
< p > — If you had a different mummy, you would be better.
< p > I stood in the doorstep, feeling everything in me. < p > — Go away from her. Immediately. Obrę & oacute; she was slowly, squinting. < p > — Passion & oacute; j, girl. It seems to you that you are the mother, but the truth is that without my experience this child would torment. < p > I clenched my fists. < p > — You have no right to this m & oacute;< p > — I have. Because I really take care of her. And you ?
< p > my heart pounded in my chest.
< p > It was the moment when I understood that I realized that I would either change something or lose my child. < p > The next day I packed the suitcase. < p > when Adam Wr & oacute; looked at me in disbelief. < p > — What do you do ?< p > — I take C & Amp; Oacute; RKA and I go out.
< p > — You can't & hellip;< p > — I can. And I will do it, if you do not choose immediately: me and our c & oacute; rka or your mother.
< p > silent.
< p > second.< p > two.
< p > five. < p > his eyes told me everything.< p > did not have to do anything m & oacute;
< p > he always chose her.
< p > I closed the door and left.
< p > with my c & oacute; tick on my hands.< p > and for the first time in many months I felt that I was really her mother.