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< p > I sent each payment to Poland. Every month. Regularly. New TV, new ice ice & oacute; new clothes for children, holidays by the sea. I wasn't there, but I was sure that what I was doing made sense.
< p > I was sure & hellip;< p > When after twenty -five years I was home, I had the impression that I crossed the foreign place.
< P >My children, now adults, looked at me without emotions. There was no joy, tears of emotion, warm greeting.
< p > — Well, now ? — was thrown by Monika, my C & Amp; Oacute; Rka.
< p > — Like this “bdquo; what now & 63 ~ wr & oacute; I was home — I answered softly. < p > — What house ? — This time Tomek, M & Amp; Oacute; J son. & Amp; MDASH; You have never been here. I blinked quickly, pr & oacute; bent to stop tears.< p > — How is ? After all, & hellip; Everything you have is thanks to me & hellip;
< p > — What we have ? — Monika snorted. & Amp; MDASH; We had a mother who was always far away. Kt & oacute; she preferred to work with strangers, instead of being with their own children.
< p > — You don't understand & Hellip; & Amp; MDASH; My voice broke down. & Amp; MDASH; I did it for you. That you have a better life. < p > — And how do you know what life we had ? — Tomek hissed. & Amp; MDASH; Because you were not with us. < p > I stood in the middle of my own home, feeling like an intruder< p > m & oacute; Jer, a man for whom I have been horny my whole life, looked at me indifferently.
< p > — Now you want to live here ? — asked calmly.
< p > — This is M & Amp; Oacute; J house & Hellip; & Amp; MDASH; I whispered.
< p > — TW & oacute; j ? & He laughed bitterly. & Amp; MDASH; You didn't do anything for us. < p > I felt as if someone hit me straight into my heart.< p > I sat on Ż & oacute; Żku, which a few hours ago seemed to me a few hours ago. < p > Did I really not do anything for them ?
< p > did it all make sense ?
< p > and where now I had a wr & oacute; 63 ~
< p > I had no longer where.