Four women. Four children. < img src = "https://zycie.news/crrops/408965/620x0/1/0/2025/03/11/ovwrowxjsc8wmoeirk6bufquufquig9yig33blws9ds.jpg" alt = "from life taken." Quot; I have four children from various relationships & quot ;: I pay maintenance, but I don't want to look after them " styles = "background-color: rgba (163,153,137.1)" > < p > four r & oacute; oacute stories that have led to the same point.
< p > point where & oacute; I never wanted to be a father.
< p > I wasn't a bad man.
< p > I did not hurt anyone intentionally.< p > but I never felt associated with any of these children.
< p > every woman m & oacute; wiped the same:< p > — This is your son
< p > — This is your C & Amp; Oacute; Rka.
< p > A I ? < p > I just pulled out the wallet and paid.< p > alimony & ndash; regular, in accordance with the court judgment.
< p > all in accordance with the law.< p > children had something to eat, had clothes, had a roof over their heads.
< p > which more could like ?< p > and yet each of their mothers told me the same:
< p > — Money is not everything.
< p > — Come. < p > — They need you. < p > — Why you never call ?< p > — Why don't you come for your birthday ?
< p > — Why are you not interested in their lives ?
< p > because I couldn't.
< p > I couldn't be someone I never wanted to become. < p > father.< p > the eldest son, already a teenager, looked me once straight in the eye.
< p > — And who are you in the og < p > I didn't know what to answer.
< p > his mother looked at me with disappointment, as if I was the last man on whom & oacute; it is worth wasting time.< p > A I ?
< p > I just pulled out the wallet. < p > — How much is needed this time ?< p > The boy smiled mocking.
< p > — Nothing. I don't want anything from you anymore.
< p > and then I realized that I lost everything before I was still in the fire. < p > because you can't be a father only on paper.< p > and I have never been any more.